I'm angry right now.  I'm tired of hearing about tragedies and tired of seeing people experience anxiety, sadness, pain, and death (myself included). I found out tonight that another family is dealing with the pain of loosing a child. After loosing their second baby girl 10 short months ago, they have lost another baby girl. I hate that when I talk to people about loosing Andrew, almost … [Read more...]

The past couple of days have been tough. I should have seen it coming since it had been a little while since I had cried. I could feel the tears building up ever since Thursday when I had an appointment with my blood doctor. Speaking of which, my platelets are still low, but my levels have increased since the pregnancy with Andrew, so that is good. He wants me to come back in 3 months to see if … [Read more...]

Dear Andrew, Mommy misses you so much right now. Daddy is working at a football game tonight. He's worked so hard this week, but is trying to earn some extra money for our family. You would be so proud of your Daddy. He works so hard for us and loves us both so much. When he could have had the entire summer off, he spent his time teaching summer school to make sure he would be a good provider for … [Read more...]

I have missed Andrew terribly the past couple of days. Every day, I make a point to look at his pictures, as they are all I have of him these days. Kevin and I were talking tonight as we were riding home from youth group that Andrew will always be a part of us and our family. No matter how many kids we end up raising, he will always be a part of me and our family unit. Andrew has changed … [Read more...]