So we’re back in Richmond after a relaxing time at Deep Creek Lake! We had a great time of rest and relaxation, but it’s also nice to be back at home. It was so nice to get away, but I know that I can’t escape my new reality forever, so I was sort of anxious to just get back home and face it after some time away. Here are a couple of pictures from our time away.
When we got back home, I went out back to check on the flowers. I was amazed when I saw that someone had planted another hydrangea out back and had added plant markers. Seeing the markers made me cry because they said “In honor of Andrew Ryan.” It means the world to me that our friends would think of us and honor Andrew in that way. It motivates me even more to get back there and get to work on that special area of our yard. Kevin and I were also discussing planting a tree in Andrew’s memory as well. We’ll be very busy this fall!
Stacy D says
The hydrangea and the marker is beautiful! What a special treasure.
Adjusting to the new normal is hard… it takes a long time, but I know that our gracious God will give you just enough strength for each moment; and when you feel like your strength is gone, His power is made perfect in weakness.
I also wanted to assure you, Sarah, that you will never forget… you will never forget what Andrew looks like, you won't forget what it was like to feel him kick while he was in your womb, you won't forget what it was like to kiss his little nose. Almost 11 months later, those memories are still so solidly etched in my mind… they are a gift. I remember the fear of forgetting; but I know that you will remember.
Praying for you as you continue to go back to "business as usual" when everything feels anything BUT usual…
~ Stacy