If you or someone you know has struggled with infertility, they will most likely tell you that it's an emotional roller coaster. The beginning of the month is filled with hope for a possible baby and then the last part of the month is filled with the dreaded wait. Those 2 weeks of every month seem like DECADES! Will it come? Or not? No matter how busy I am, the time just always creeps by. … [Read more...]
Heavy Heart
Like many of you who may live on the east coast, we were hit with quite a bit of snow on Friday and Saturday. We didn't have anywhere we had to go, so Kev and I enjoyed our time being snowed in. We did manage to get out yesterday evening in the indestructable Toyota 4x4. One thing I was determined to do was to write Andrew's name in the freshly-fallen snow. I copied the idea from some other angel … [Read more...]
Trip to the Blood Doctor
Today was my follow up appointment with my blood doctor regarding my low platelet levels. I saw him during my pregnancy with Andrew to make sure my levels were at least stable (he seemed to think it was pregnancy related since I've had no other symptoms of anything serious). I saw him again in September after my pregnancy to see if my levels had improved, and they were slightly up, but still not … [Read more...]
It’s In!
Last week, I randomly rode by the cemetery to check and see if Andrew's marker had been installed. His resting place is right near the Gaskins entrance of Westhampton Cemetery, so I can usually spot it as soon as I turn in, especially since I had the little scarecrow there in the fall. It made for a good eye catcher! Anyway, I thought it was possible that it might have been in since we had a … [Read more...]
God With Us
This Christmas season is well under way, and I can't believe how quickly it is flying by! I was anxious about this Christmas, since we wouldn't have our little guy with us like we had planned. I wasn't sure whether it would be extremely difficult and painful or depressing and sad or whether it would be joyful like it should. I had no idea what to expect, especially considering my emotions can … [Read more...]
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