I can't even believe it's been 10 months since we saw our precious Andrew.  Like another babyloss mommy commented on my Facebook page earlier, it feel like it was just yesterday but also years ago all at the same time.  I'm finding that these sorts of polar opposite emotions/feelings/thoughts are just part of my new reality.  It's a weird place to be in, for sure. I remember very … [Read more...]

This afternoon, Kevin and I attended a special service sponsored by the March of Dimes and Henrico Doctor's Hospital to remember our sweet babies in heaven.  We received the invitation few weeks ago and I managed to put it aside in the busyness of getting ready for our vacation.  When we got back, I found it on my bedside table and Kevin and I decided to … [Read more...]

It's hard to believe that another month has passed without our Andrew. We've settled into our new "normal" and we're hopeful for the future, but the missing never seems to disappear. I don't think it ever will. The night before we left Richmond to come down south for Kevin's spring break, I had a huge meltdown. I cried so much on the phone with my mom (and with Kevin earlier that night), that I … [Read more...]