I finally heard from my OB concerning Andrew's chromosome tests and the news is that there is no news. She told me that they weren't able to get the cells to grow enough to be able to run his chromosomes, so we won't know whether there were any chromosomal abnormalities that could have caused the kidney and testicle issue. She reviewed Andrew's autopsy results with my high risk OB {the one who … [Read more...]
Weight
Ever since I got the "green light" from my OB, I've been trying to get my butt back in shape! I've been doing Weight Watchers to help with diet control (I had success with it a few years ago) and getting back into exercising at the YMCA. I have never been one of those people that loves exercising, but I do love the way I feel when it's over. I didn't work out much during pregnancy, so I am … [Read more...]
Family Worship Service
The past couple of days have been tough. I should have seen it coming since it had been a little while since I had cried. I could feel the tears building up ever since Thursday when I had an appointment with my blood doctor. Speaking of which, my platelets are still low, but my levels have increased since the pregnancy with Andrew, so that is good. He wants me to come back in 3 months to see if … [Read more...]
No Friday Night Football Games
Dear Andrew, Mommy misses you so much right now. Daddy is working at a football game tonight. He's worked so hard this week, but is trying to earn some extra money for our family. You would be so proud of your Daddy. He works so hard for us and loves us both so much. When he could have had the entire summer off, he spent his time teaching summer school to make sure he would be a good provider for … [Read more...]
Identity Crisis
The past few weeks, I've certainly felt a roller coaster of emotions - some very painful and then some that are joyful. In the midst of this grief journey, I think I'm also having somewhat of an identity crisis. I'll try to explain. For most of my life, I've always had an idea of what was ahead. Through school, I always had a glimpse of what was coming next (even if but just a small glimpse). In … [Read more...]
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